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French window, she cried, 'Oh, Ave, Ave, here is Mr. Tom saying I am to send him a branch of the Mississippi in a letter, as an object for his microscope!' 'I beg your pardon,' said Tom, shocked at Averil's nervous start, and still more shocked at her appearance. She looked like one shattered by long and severe illness; her eyes were restless and distressed, her hair thrust back as if it oppressed her temples, her manner startled and over-wrought, her hand hot and unsteady--her whole air that of one totally unequal to the task before her. He apologized for having taken her by surprise, and asked for her brother. She answered, that he was busy at Mr. Bramshaw's, and she did not know when he would come in. But still Tom lingered; he could not bear to leave her to exertions beyond her strength. 'You are tiring yourself,' he said; 'can I do nothing to help you?' 'No, no, thank you; I am only looking over things. Minna is helping me, and I am making an inventory.' 'Then you must let me be of use to you. You must be as quiet as possible. You need rest.' 'I can't rest; I'm better busy!' she said hastily, with quick, aimless, bustling movements. But Tom had his father's tone, as he gently arrested the trembling hand that was pulling open a drawer, and with his father's sweet, convincing smile, said, 'What's that for?' then drew up a large arm- chair, placed her in it, and, taking pen and list, began to write-- sometimes at her suggestion, sometimes at his own--giving business- like and efficient aid. The work was so grave and regular, that Ella soon found the room tedious, and crept out, calling Minna to aid in some of their own personal matters. Slowly enumerating the articles they came to the piano. Averil went up to it, leant fondly against it, and softly touched the keys. 'My own,' she said, 'bought for a surprise to me when I came home from school! And oh, how he loved it!' 'Every one had reason to love it,' said Tom, in a low voice; but she did not heed or hear. 'I cannot--cannot part with it! When I sit here, I can almost feel him leaning over me! You must go--I will pay your expenses myself! I wonder if we should have such rough roads as would hurt you,' she added, caressingly toying with the notes, and bringing soft replies from them, as if she were conversing with a living thing. 'Ah!' said Tom, coming nearer, 'you will, I hope, take care to what your brother's impetuosity might expose either this, or yourself.' 'We shall all fare alike,' she said, carelessly. 'But how?' said Tom. 'Henry will take care of that.' 'Do you know, Miss Ward, I came down here with the purpose of setting some matters before your brother that might dissuade him from making the United States his home. You have justly more influence than I. Will you object to hear them from me?' Ave could not imagine why Tom May, of all people in the world, should thrust himself into the discussion of her plans; but she could only submit to listen, or more truly to lean back with wandering thoughts and mechanical signs of assent, as he urged his numerous objections. Finally, she uttered a meek 'Thank you,' in the trust that it was over. 'And will you try to make your brother consider these things?' Poor Ave could not have stood an examination on 'these things,' and feeling inadequate to undertake the subject, merely said something of 'very kind, but she feared it would be of no use.' 'I assure you, if you would persuade him to talk it over with me, that I could show him that he would involve you all in what would be most distasteful.' 'Thank you, but his mind is made up. No other course is open.' 'Could he not, at least, go and see what he thinks of it, before taking you and your sisters?' 'Impossible!' said Averil. 'We must all keep together; we have no one else.' 'No, indeed, you must not say that,' cried Tom, with a fire that startled Averil in the midst of her languid, dreary indifference. 'I did not mean,' she said, 'to be ungrateful for the kindness of your family--the Doctor and dear Mary, above all; but you must know-' 'I know,' he interrupted,