Threesome - Lawrence Block [57]
And then of course Harry came back, and we all three talked, and he felt my stomach and couldn’t feel the baby kicking, although I felt it plainly enough, it evidently being easier to feel on the inside than on the outside.
Priss felt life a few days later, which reassured her greatly. The doctor had told her the baby was alive, he was able to detect its heartbeat, but Priss was convinced she had killed the child with pills and it took the kid’s kicking to make her believe otherwise.
And after that somehow nobody ever got back to work on the book.
There didn’t seem to be any need anymore. The typewriter and the manuscript remained in a prominent position for quite a long time, with the sort of idea in the air that sooner or later one of us would sit down and carry the story a little further along, but this didn’t happen. And finally someone—I forget who—took the typewriter and put it in its case and packed it off in a closet, and I put the manuscript in a dresser drawer, and we more or less forgot about it.
The general feeling seemed to be that we didn’t need it anymore. That it had served its several purposes, and that we were past that situation now, and thus no longer required whatever precisely it may have been that it gave us. We had all written things and made discoveries. I had taken my walks in the woods, and Priss had orgied with her college kids, and Harry had slept with Marcia and run off to New York, and we were past all of that now, and that was all.
Today I came across the manuscript, and started reading it, and put it down while I changed and nursed Judith Elizabeth Kapp, and then returned to it. Then Priss came in carrying James Oliver Kapp and began reading the part I was done with while James Oliver gobbled his lunch from her.
“I forgot parts of it,” she said.
“Parts of what happened or parts of the book?”
“Both. Seems a long time.”
“It does.”
“Hard to believe we ever felt quite that way.”
“Yes.”
“Why did we stop writing?”
And I harked back (how often, after all, can one really hark back?) to the very first chapter, the mildly drunken night when we three decided to write a bestseller and become wealthy beyond the dreams of avarice. We had wondered then how we would know when the book was done, and I had said that we would keep going until it was long enough to publish, and until we had run out of story.
And that, it seems to me, is why we all stopped writing. Not because the book was long enough to publish, although I suppose it is, if in fact it’s publishable in the first place.
But because we really had run out of story. The story of the three of us had a beginning and a middle and an ending, and all of these elements are covered well enough, I think, in what we have written. After Harry came home the story had come to a conclusion.
And now we live happily ever after.
Which is how books ought to end, isn’t it?
Except that one does want loose ends tied together. One’s sense of neatness demands it, and there are certain things that ought to be put down in black and white on the off-chance that some eye other than our six eyes will someday scan this material.
First of all, Harry and I are married. It was Priss’ idea, interestingly enough. She felt that there was something artificial in the fact that she was married to Harry and I was not, that either both of us or neither of us should be his lawful wedded wife.
“But we can’t both be,” I said.
“Why not?”
“There are laws against bigamy.”
“There are laws against cocksucking,” she pointed out. “There are laws against opening a pack of cigarettes without tearing the tax stamp.”
“Where have you been? They stopped using those tax stamps on cigarettes years ago.”
“You know what I mean.”
“But bigamy—”
“Is what we’re involved in, in fact. Why not in name as well?”
“Wouldn’t it be easier for you and Harry to get divorced?”
“Why on earth would we want to do that?”
“Well,