Villette (Barnes & Noble Classics) - Charlotte Bronte [37]
The other lady-passenger, with the gentleman-companion, was quite a girl, pretty and fair; her simple print dress, untrimmed straw-bonnet, and large shawl, gracefully worn, formed a costume plain to quakerism:k yet, for her, becoming enough. Before the gentleman quitted her, I observed him throwing a glance of scrutiny over all the passengers, as if to ascertain in what company his charge would be left. With a most dissatisfied air did his eye turn from the ladies with the gay flowers: he looked at me, and then he spoke to his daughter, niece, or whatever she was; she also glanced in my direction, and slightly curled her short, pretty lip. It might be myself, or it might be my homely mourning-habit that elicited this mark of contempt; more likely both. A bell rang; her father (I afterwards knew that it was her father) kissed her and returned to land. The packet sailed.
Foreigners say that it is only English girls who can thus be trusted to travel alone, and deep is their wonder at the daring confidence of English parents and guardians. As for the ‘jeunes Miss,’ by some their intrepidity is pronounced masculine and ‘inconvenant,’ others regard them as the passive victims of an educational and theological system which wantonly dispenses with proper ‘surveillance.’ Whether this particular young lady was of the sort that can the most safely be left un-watched, I do not know: or rather did not then know; but it soon appeared that the dignity of solitude was not to her taste. She paced the deck once or twice backwards and forwards; she looked with a little sour air of disdain at the flaunting silks and velvets, and the bears which thereon danced attendance, and eventually she approached me and spoke.
‘Are you fond of a sea-voyage?’ was her question.
I explained that my fondness for a sea-voyage had yet to undergo the test of experience: I had never made one.
‘Oh how charming!’ cried she. ‘I quite envy you the novelty: first impressions, you know, are so pleasant. Now I have made so many, I quite forget the first: I am quite blaséel about the sea and all that.’
I could not help smiling.
‘Why do you laugh at me?’ she inquired, with a frank testiness that pleased me better than her other talk.
‘Because you are so young to be blasée about anything.’
‘I am seventeen’ (a little piqued).
‘You hardly look sixteen. Do you like travelling alone?’
‘Bah! I care nothing about it. I have crossed the Channel ten times, alone; but then I take care never to be long alone: I always make friends.’
‘You will scarcely make many friends this voyage, I think’ (glancing at the Watson-group, who were now laughing and making a great deal of noise on deck) .
‘Not of those odious men