Voyeur - Lacey Alexander [26]
As it was, they propelled her up and out of bed in a flash, down to the computer. It was just after eight, near the same time they’d chatted the first morning, so hopefully he would be there. She pulled up an IM box as fast as her fingers could click and type.
RILEY: Swear to me this is private.
A moment later, his answer arrived. FLYBOY1: What are you talking about, honey?
She took a deep breath and lectured herself. Try to sound at least a little bit rational. Don’t act like a total nutcase.
RILEY: Okay, I just woke up with a terrifying thought. That you’re the sort of creep who might . . . do something really awful to me.
Yeah, that sounded really rational. She let out a sigh, her heart still beating too fast.
FLYBOY1: I still don’t know what you’re getting at, but before we go on, I have to tell you that you were beautiful and hot and incredible last night, and I hate that you felt badly afterward.
Laura sighed. Okay, hopefully this meant he wasn’t out selling sex tapes of mystery novelist Laura Watkins. It provided enough reassurance to help her explain her hideous fears. RILEY: I just had this horrible picture in my head—you sitting and watching me . . . with a roomful of friends.
FLYBOY1: Are you crazy? I would never do that to you. Why would you even think that?
RILEY: Perhaps this would be an appropriate time for me to remind you that I don’t know you. At all.
FLYBOY1: Aw, come on, snowflake, I think it’s safe to say you know me at least a little now. A true sense of relief rushed through Laura’s body. It was hardly proof, but somehow she felt his earnest tone and believed in it. RILEY: Okay, I feel better now. About it being private, I mean. The other part, though, not so much. FLYBOY1: Why? Laura sighed in exasperation. She thought this was pretty simple, but he never seemed to grasp it. RILEY: Let me make this as plain as I can. I have done things in front of you that I’ve never done in front of anyone. Extremely INTIMATE things. And I don’t know you. A little maybe, but not much. This is not the kind of person I am. FLYBOY1: Don’t tell me we’re gonna go through that again. Honey, there’s nothing wrong with letting your sexual side show a little. A little? He thought she’d let it show a little? She nearly let out a mad cackle, but stopped, remembering that he was probably watching her right now. Instead of replying in some crazed, raving way—tempting since she currently felt pretty crazed and raving—she decided it would be smarter to go straight to the heart of the matter. RILEY: I’m appalled at what I did last night, and I want you to leave me alone for the rest of my time here. His answer took longer than normal, but when it came, was typical of him. FLYBOY1: You didn’t seem appalled while you were doing it. She let out a sigh of disgust and didn’t care if he heard her this time. RILEY: Another bout of drunken insanity, that’s all. I was DEEPLY appalled AFTERWARD, and that counts for a lot. FLYBOY1: Did you go to Catholic school or something? Despite herself, she let out a short laugh, half-amused, half-hysterical. RILEY: No. Afraid my conservatism is organic, all me. FLYBOY1: If I were there with you right now, do you know what I’d do? She drew in her breath and her pussy fluttered, unbidden. RILEY: No. FLYBOY1: I’d fuck the conservatism right out of you, honey. She didn’t type an answer. She had no idea how to respond. Because as much as she really thought it wise to banish him from her life and forget any of this had ever happened, she couldn’t deny the hard jolt of arousal coursing its way through her conservative body at reading his words. FLYBOY1: I’d think you were mad at me . . . except you don’t LOOK