Welcome to the Monkey House - Kurt Vonnegut [106]
Witnesses said the old man had walked right into the water and had kept going without changing his expression until he’d disappeared. Konigswasser got a look at the victim’s face and said he’d never seen a better reason for suicide. He started for home again and was almost there before he realized that that was his own body lying back there.
He went back to reoccupy the body just as the firemen got it breathing again, and he walked it home, more as a favor to the city than anything else. He walked it into his front closet, got out of it again, and left it there.
He took it out only when he wanted to do some writing or turn the pages of a book, or when he had to feed it so it would have enough energy to do the few odd jobs he gave it. The rest of the time, it sat motionless in the closet, looking dazed and using almost no energy. Konigswasser told me the other day that he used to run the thing for about a dollar a week, just taking it out when he really needed it.
But the best part was that Konigswasser didn’t have to sleep any more, just because it had to sleep; or be afraid any more, just because it thought it might get hurt; or go looking for things it seemed to think it had to have. And, when it didn’t feel well, Konigswasser kept out of it until it felt better, and he didn’t have to spend a fortune keeping the thing comfortable.
When he got his body out of the closet to write, he did a book on how to get out of one’s own body, which was rejected without comment by twenty-three publishers. The twenty-fourth sold two million copies, and the book changed human life more than the invention of fire, numbers, the alphabet, agriculture, or the wheel. When somebody told Konigswasser that, he snorted that they were damning his book with faint praise. I’d say he had a point there.
By following the instructions in Konigswasser’s book for about two years, almost anybody could get out of his body whenever he wanted to. The first step was to understand what a parasite and dictator the body was most of the time, then to separate what the body wanted or didn’t want from what you yourself—your psyche—wanted or didn’t want. Then, by concentrating on what you wanted, and ignoring as much as possible what the body wanted beyond plain maintenance, you made your psyche demand its rights and become self-sufficient.
That’s what Konigswasser had done without realizing it, until he and his body had parted company in the park, with his psyche going to watch the lions eat, and with his body wandering out of control into the lagoon.
The final trick of separation, once your psyche grew independent enough, was to start your body walking in some direction and suddenly take your psyche off in another direction. You couldn’t do it standing still, for some reason—you had to walk.
At first, Madge’s and my psyches were clumsy at getting along outside our bodies, like the first sea animals that got stranded on land millions of years ago, and who could just waddle and squirm and gasp in the mud. But we became better at it with time, because the psyche can naturally adapt so much faster than the body.
Madge and I had good reason for wanting to get out. Everybody who was crazy enough to try to get out at the first had good reasons. Madge’s body was sick and wasn’t going to last a lot longer. With her going in a little while, I couldn’t work up enthusiasm for sticking around much longer myself. So we studied Konigswasser’s book and tried to get Madge out of her body before it died. I went along with her, to keep either one of us from getting lonely. And we just barely made it—six weeks before her body went all to pieces.
That’s why we get to march every year in the Pioneers’ Day Parade. Not everybody does—only the first five