Welcome to the Monkey House - Kurt Vonnegut [67]
At the very end of the parade, a lone, blue-eyed colored boy, six years old, turned and smiled with sweet uneasiness at those who called out to him every day. He nodded politely, murmuring a greeting in German, the only language he knew.
His name, chosen arbitrarily by the nuns, was Karl Heinz. But the carpenter had given him a name that stuck, the name of the only colored man who had ever made an impression on the villagers’ minds, the former heavyweight champion of the world, Joe Louis.
"Joe!" called the carpenter. "Cheer up! Let’s see those white teeth sparkle, Joe."
Joe obliged shyly.
The carpenter clapped the mechanic on the back. "And if he isn’t a German too! Maybe it’s the only way we can get another heavyweight champion."
Joe turned a corner, shooed out of the carpenter’s sight by a nun bringing up the rear. She and Joe spent a great deal of time together, since Joe, no matter where he was placed in the parade, always drifted to the end.
"Joe," she said, "you are such a dreamer. Are all your people such dreamers?"
"I’m sorry, sister," said Joe. "I was thinking."
"Dreaming."
"Sister, am I the son of an American soldier?"
"Who told you that?"
"Peter. Peter said my mother was a German, and my father was an American soldier who went away. He said she left me with you, and then went away too." There was no sadness in his voice—only puzzlement.
Peter was the oldest boy in the orphanage, an embittered old man of fourteen, a German boy who could remember his parents and brothers and sisters and home, and the war, and all sorts of food that Joe found impossible to imagine. Peter seemed superhuman to Joe, like a man who had been to heaven and hell and back many times, and knew exactly why they were where they were, how they had come there, and where they might have been.
"You mustn’t worry about it, Joe," said the nun. "No one knows who your mother and father were. But they must have been very good people, because you are so good."
"What is an American?" said Joe.
"It’s a person from another country."
"Near here?"
"There are some near here, but their homes are far, far away—across a great deal of water."
"Like the river."
"More water than that, Joe. More water than you have ever seen. You can’t even see the other side. You could get on a boat and go for days and days and still not get to the other side. I’ll show you a map sometime. But don’t pay any attention to Peter, Joe. He makes things up. He doesn’t really know anything about you. Now, catch up."
Joe hurried, and overtook the end of the line, where he marched purposefully and alertly for a few minutes. But then he began to dawdle again, chasing ghostlike words in his small mind: ... soldier ... German ... American ... your people ... champion ... Brown Bomber ... more water than you’ve ever seen.
"Sister," said Joe, "are Americans like me? Are they brown?"
"Some are, some aren’t, Joe."
"Are there many people like me?"
"Yes. Many, many people."
"Why haven’t I seen them?"
"None of them have come to the village. They have places of their own."
"I want to go there."
"Aren’t you happy here, Joe?"
"Yes. But Peter says I don’t belong here, that I’m not a German and never can be."
"Peter! Pay no attention to him."
"Why do people smile when they see me, and try to make me sing and talk, and then laugh when I do?"
"Joe, Joe! Look quickly," said the nun. "See—up there, in the tree. See the little sparrow with the broken leg. Oh poor, brave little thing—he still gets around quite well. See him, Joe? Hop, hop, hippity-hop."
One hot summer day, as the parade passed the carpenter’s shop, the carpenter came out to call something new to Joe, something that thrilled and terrified him.
"Joe! Hey, Joe! Your father is in town. Have you seen him yet?"
"No, sir—no, I haven’t," said Joe. "Where is he?"
"He’s teasing," said the nun sharply.
"You see if I’m teasing, Joe," said the carpenter. "Just keep your eyes open when you go past the school. You have to look sharp, up the slope and into the woods. You’ll see, Joe."
"I wonder where our little