What You See in the Dark - Manuel Munoz [15]
It was as if he’d been two people, one before and one after, but she knew he was the same person all along, the same Frederick. She, too, was the same Arlene. Her maiden name had been Watson, so when she stood, all those years ago, in Bakers-field’s city hall with a rough bouquet of home-garden zinnias, hardly anything changed. She married Frederick Watson, no relation, his side of the family from Wisconsin and hers from Oklahoma, with no stray cousins in between. She had stood in front of the municipal judge for hardly ten minutes and then stepped away with the same name. Arlene Watson. Except now, as Frederick’s wife, she had no first name.
That morning at the café had been like most, busy very early past dawn, then a second wave around eight thirty, then a short lull before lunch. Because it was October, the high school students who helped on occasion weren’t around to fill out shifts; Arlene and the rest of the waitresses had to hustle to turn over tables. By now, though, they’d all grown used to it, the students having settled back into school around Labor Day. Six weeks of this schedule, or maybe a little more, but things were changing. The light, for one. The harshness of the summer was over and the full plate-glass windows let in the softer hue of the Valley’s autumn sunlight, nothing to squint against, and no more need to draw down the shades. The farmers were relaxing a bit more, the last of the summer harvesting being shipped away, and they lingered around for extra cups of coffee.
“Mrs. Watson …” One of her regulars, a young farmer’s son named Cal, spread the newspaper on the counter and pointed at an article. “Talk’s been going on for a while about this new highway to replace the old Ninety-nine. You worried about that?”
She put down her pot of coffee and leaned her head over, as if to read the article for the very first time, as if she hadn’t scanned it at the crack of dawn in the office of Watson’s Inn, biting her lip.
“Now why would I worry?” Arlene asked.
“That highway goes up, you’d have to rebuild, won’t you? Who would stop at your motel?”
“Those things take years,” she answered, wiping down the counter, busying herself as she had all morning with nervous tidying. Sometimes Cal forgot his manners and wore his hat indoors, as he was doing today. He was young. She reached up and removed the hat for him, as she had been wanting to do all morning long.
He put his hand sheepishly on the hat but made no apology, keeping his finger on the newspaper. She had wanted the gesture to be playful, a suggestion that she was approachable and not just the one among the older waitresses with a hard line for a mouth, but Cal had offered no real reaction, as if she’d never done anything at all. He focused his attention back on the paper. “They say right here, though—”
Vernon, one of the older farmers, hushed him. “Cal, just because she’s pouring coffee doesn’t mean she’s not a smart lady.”
“I don’t mean it like that …”
“All that highway talk is mixed up in a whole mess in federal funding and state regulations up in Sacramento that will take years to sort,” said Vernon. “She’s got time to figure something out.”
“I’m not worried about it right now, Cal,” she said. She poured him some more coffee, though truth was, she wouldn’t mind if he picked up and went off to work for what remained of the morning. She certainly had seen the article; it hadn’t been the first time that mention of the highway had come across the pages.
“Time moves fast,” said Cal, grabbing sugar.
“What do you know about time moving fast?” Vernon said. “What are you, twenty years old or thereabouts?”
“I’m twenty-three.”
When Vernon laughed, he looked over at Arlene as if for approval, and she smiled broadly at him, chagrined a little for Cal despite his meaning well. This is what she liked about Vernon. He was one of the few who seemed to understand that she was someone beyond her last name, someone beyond Frederick’s former wife. She