Whatever You Say I Am_ The Life and Times of Eminem - Anthony Bozza [38]
“It’s funny, it’s like that, though,” Eminem says. “Every rapper, especially me, always dreams of getting a Quotable in The Source. When that magazine first started, it was the bible of hip-hop to me. The first thing me and my friends would do is open it to see whose verse got the Quotable—whoever it was was God for that month. I’ve gotten them now, but the shit I’ve gotten Quotables for is, to me, not my best shit. I can’t believe I got a Quotable for my verse in ‘Forgot About Dre.’ To me, that’s nothing compared to my third verse in ‘Criminal.’ In all my songs, I try to start the song off real slow, then in the second verse I amp it up a little bit, and the climax is the third. I think that last verse in ‘Criminal’ is one of my best. Or my verse in ‘Fight Music’ on the D12 record. The things of mine that I like most get slept on, and the shit that’s routine for me ends up becoming Quotables. It’s weird.”
This was only the beginning. The Source and Eminem would become outright enemies a few months later. That day in the Townsend Hotel, Eminem kept coming back to the topic, angry that the magazine he’d been loyal to gave him superficial tabloid treatment. All evening and the next day, he said it didn’t matter, and yet he made statements about The Source ripe for bold print. I knew he wanted to slap the magazine in my article, to air his gripes in the same pages that had scooped The Source in 1999. I also knew that no matter how much of his venom I included, it would be cut by my editor. The bits I did include were cut—they were regarded both as free publicity and taboo; media featuring media-bashing was deemed akin to cannibalism.
The Source, to Eminem, was a betrayal after years of history, a mentor turning its back, then attacking. As the year 2002 drew to a close, Source cofounder and rapper Ray “Benzino” Scott called Eminem “Vanilla Ice 2003,” and he recorded a handful of tracks that lambasted Eminem as “the rap Hitler,” “the rap David Duke,” and the leader of a white coopting of hip-hop. Eminem responded with two blistering tracks—“The Sauce” and “Nail in the Coffin”—that buried Benzino lyrically and closed the door of The Source to Eminem and, unfortunately, other artists on his Shady Records, such as D12 and newcomer Obie Trice. Case in point: In the magazine’s “Top Thirty in Hip-Hop,” a list of the most powerful players