Whispers in the Dark - Maya Banks [90]
She leaned forward, touching her forehead to his shoulder.
It’s not just me I worry about. Or Grace even. I believe that you’ll protect me. That your family, your organization, will try to help Grace—and me. But what of your family? You didn’t want to bring me to them. You’re worried for them. Nothing has changed. If anything, things are more dangerous now. I never wanted to drag others into this mess that Grace and I are in. We just want to be…normal. Free. Free to live a normal life where we can see each other. Laugh and visit together. Be sisters.
How can I feel relief that I’ll be safe when others are risking danger to themselves to ensure that Grace and I are protected?
“That must be one long-ass conversation,” Garrett said.
Shea jerked around guiltily and caught Garrett staring at her and Nathan in avid interest. He’d known that they were communicating telepathically. She watched closely for his reaction but all she saw was curiosity.
“Are you two finished and can we get on the road now?” Sam drawled.
“Yes,” Nathan said.
“No,” Shea said at the exact same time.
“We’ll go with yes,” Garrett muttered and motioned for Sam to drive.
Shea’s lips tightened in irritation, but Nathan put a finger to her jaw and gently turned her back so she faced him.
“Listen to me,” he said in a low voice.
No, please, she begged. Not out loud. I don’t want them to overhear.
His expression softened and he trailed one finger down the side of her cheek. I want you with me. I want you to meet my family. You have to know that’s got to happen at some point. You’re important to me, Shea. Not just some job. I trust my brothers and I know damn well they’d never do anything that would place our family in danger. And Sam’s right. We need the KGI resources. Offense, not defense, remember?
I remember.
Is there some other reason you’re reluctant to go to Tennessee with me?
She hesitated, her chest tightening with an uncomfortable burn.
Shea?
I’m just confused. About us. What are we, Nathan? This whole situation has such a surreal quality. When it was just us, it was easy…
His brow furrowed. What was easy?
To pretend, she offered softly.
His gaze narrowed and a frown marred the line of his mouth. Exactly what are we pretending here?
She tried to ease away and sit back against the seat, but he hauled her over his lap so that her legs dangled in the seat between him and Swanny.
There was nowhere to go. No way to escape his burning gaze. He looked almost angry.
She sighed. It’s easy to pretend that we’re normal. That we have a chance at a normal…relationship. You know, go out on an actual date. You take me out to dinner. We make cutesy conversation. I try not to think about whether you’ll kiss me at the end of the night. I subtly check out your butt when you get up. Those are what normal people do. We don’t have a chance of any of those things. We don’t have a chance at a relationship.
She shook her head and rubbed her palm over her eyes. This whole conversation is ridiculous. I can’t even believe I’m saying this stuff. We don’t even know each other. It’s arrogant of me to even be telling you we don’t have a chance of anything. Who’s to say I’m anything more than an obligation to you?
As soon as she said it, she knew she’d made a huge mistake because suddenly she was being stared down by one big, pissed-off mass of seething male. His fury enveloped her. Oh yeah, he was angry.
He grasped her shoulders and hauled her toward him until there was no space between them and their breaths mingled hotly on her lips. His nostrils flared, and to her shock, he crushed his mouth to hers.
At first she was mortified that he was kissing her in front of Swanny and his brothers, but after only a moment she forgot everything but the feel of his lips against hers. The waves of emotion flooding her mind. He was angry, yes, but he was also frustrated. And worried.
He kissed her like he wanted to remove every bit of doubt crowding her mind. Like he was proving her