Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [1087]
The last insult, or gift, or horror, had been the Master of the City of Albuquerque’s power. Her power had beat against me like frantic wings, birds crying that they’ve been shut out in the dark and they want inside to the light and the warmth. How could I leave them crying in the dark, when all I had to do was open and they would be safe? I’d fought it, but in the end the wings erupted into a torrent of birds. My body seemed to open, though I knew it didn’t. And the winged things—only half-glimpsed—spilled into that opening. The power flowed into me, through me, and out again. I was part of some great circuit, and I felt the connection with every vampire she’d touched. It was as if I flowed through them, and they through me, like water coming together to form something larger. Then I was floating in the soothing dark, and there were stars, distant and glittering.
Images then, and they had force to them like things slamming into my body. I saw the Master of the City standing on the top of a pyramid temple surrounded by trees, jungle. I could smell the rich greenness of it and hear the night call of a monkey, the scream of a jaguar. Her human servant knelt and fed from the bloody wound on her chest. He became her servant, and he gained power, many powers. And one of them was this—how to take the life force of something, someone, and feed upon it, without killing it. And I understood how he’d taken the man’s essence, during that terrible entertainment. More than that, I understood how it was done, and how it was undone. I knew how to unmake the creature in the bar, though what had been done, being sewn together into a Frankenstein nightmare, might mean that to bring them back to flesh would kill them. I didn’t need the necromancer who had trapped them to undo the spell; I could do it myself.
The memories were so vivid, it was like reliving them. I came back to the present almost with a jolt, staring up into Jean-Claude’s eyes, still trapped under his body, still in the punishment room thousands of miles away from Obsidian Butterfly and her small army. But it was the look on Jean-Claude’s face that caught my breath in my throat.
His eyes were wide, and I knew in that moment that he’d seen my memories, that he’d shared them the way I sometimes shared his. Fuck.
His voice had a shakiness to it that I rarely heard. “Ma petite, you were a busy girl while you were away from us.”
“You saw what I saw, and you know how I feel about what you did to Gretchen.”
His hands tightened on my arms, fingers digging into my skin just a little. “I know how you feel, ma petite. But I will not take this blame gently. I am the Master of the City, my vampires live through me. Unless they are masters themselves, their life force comes through the line that bred them, until they take blood oath to a Master of the City. Then that master makes their hearts beat. If I run short of power, then some will simply not wake in the night, or they will become revenants, animals to be destroyed as Damian has become.”
I moved under him. “I don’t . . .”
“Shhh, ma petite, I will not be condemned without a hearing, not this time. Perhaps you can save Damian, but he is over a thousand years old. Even though not a master, that is a long time, long enough to accumulate power enough to survive. But vampires like Willie and Hannah who are not masters and not that old, they would fade or go mad, and there would be no saving them.” He shook me, digging into my arms, raising his elbows so that I could have gone for a weapon if I’d wanted, but I just watched him and listened.
“Is that what you want, Anita? Which of them would you sacrifice to save Gretchen? Gretchen whom you hate. I took power from her because you denied it to me.”
“Don’t blame this on me,” I said.
He moved suddenly, sitting up on his knees, his body straddling my legs. He lifted me into a sitting position, fingers brushing against my arms. “The system of master and servant has worked well for thousands of years, but you keep fighting it, and you keep forcing me to do things