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“I know that, but you left me with a problem when you went away for over half a year. Damian is over a thousand years old. Though not a Master Vampire, he is still powerful. He no longer had ties to any vampire hierarchy. It freed him of all blood oaths, of all mystically bound loyalties. He was yours, but you did not come to claim him.”

“You should have told me.”

“And what would you have done? Taken him home to live in your basement? You did not have the power or control six months ago to deal with him.”

“Now I do. Is that what you’re saying?”

“You cast out Belle Morte. One of the most powerful of the Council. If you can do that, ma petite, then you can handle Damian.”

“This is all great, but where is Damian?”

“I could no longer count on his loyalty. I no longer controlled him, do you understand, ma petite? I had a vampire that was more than twice my age, and I could not control him. It both made me look weak in others’ eyes when I could not afford to appear weak, and it was dangerous, because he knew when you healed over your aura and shielded so tight. It wasn’t only Richard and me who felt the loss of you. You cut Damian off, and he went a little . . . mad.”

I was scared now, my heart beginning to climb up my throat. “Where is Damian?”

“First, ma petite, understand that you cannot take him with you tonight, because to tend him will be a full-time job for the first few hours.”

“Just tell me,” I said.

“I had to lock him away, ma petite.”

I stared at him. “Lock him away, how?”

He just looked at me, and it was eloquent.

“He’s been locked in a cross-wrapped coffin for six months?”

“About that, yes.”

“You bastard.”

“I could have killed him, ma petite, that’s what others would have done.”

“Why didn’t you?”

“Because it was partially my fault for exposing him to you. Damian was mine to protect, and I failed him.”

“He’s mine, mine to protect,” I said.

“Yet, you deserted him.”

“I didn’t know. You should have told me.”

“And six months ago would you have believed me? Or would you have thought it was some ploy to get you back into my life?”

I started to tell him, of course I’d have believed him, but I stopped and thought about it. “I don’t know if I’d have believed you or not.”

“I hoped that I would find a way to reestablish my dominance over him, but he is closed to me.”

I swallowed hard and looked at him. “If he’s mine, then why didn’t I feel him when my shielding broke all to hell in New Mexico?”

“I have been blocking you from sensing him, and it has not been easy.”

I closed my eyes and counted to ten, but it didn’t help. I was so angry my skin felt hot. “You had no right to do that.”

“Without the marks being married, I think Damian would have seduced you. Because you would have been drawn to him as you are drawn to Nathaniel now, or perhaps even the Nimir-Raj.”

“I would not have fucked Damian without the ardeur helping me, and I didn’t have that six months ago.”

“You may have your vampire back tomorrow night. I will help you nurse him back to health.”

“I’m coming back tonight to get him.”

“Talk to Asher, ma petite. Ask him what it will take to nurse a vampire back from six months in the coffin. Damian is not a master; he has had no ability to feed or gain energy. He will come out of the coffin a starved, crazed thing. There will be very little left of him, at first.” He was so calm while he said it.

I didn’t know what to say. I wanted to hit him, but it wouldn’t change anything. I wasn’t even sure it would make me feel better. “I want him out tonight, when I get back from the lupanar.”

“You will not be able to tend both your injured wereleopard and Damian tonight. Ask Asher, and he will tell you how much work goes into such as this. One more night will not make a difference to Damian, and tonight you are trying to prevent war between the leopards and the wolves. More than that, you are trying to make a strong enough show of force to convince Richard’s enemies that he is too well-allied to be killed. You must concentrate on these