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“I don’t believe you,” I said.

He shrugged. “Believe what you like, but it will take hours of care to make Damian sane again. It will take days of care, and blood, and warmth, to bring him back to himself.”

“How could you know that and still do this to him?” My voice didn’t even sound angry, just tired.

“I learned the lessons of the cross-wrapped coffin personally, ma petite. I have not done to Damian anything that has not been done to me.”

“You were in it for a few days until I killed the old Master of the City.”

He shook his head. “When I returned to the Council with Asher and bargained with them, the price for them saving his life was my freedom. I spent two years inside a coffin, unable to feed, unable to sit up, unable . . .” He was hugging his arms, holding himself. “I know that what I have done to Damian is a terrible thing, but my only alternative was to kill him. Would you have preferred that?”

“No.”

“Yet, I see the accusation in your eyes. I am a monster because of what I have done to him. But you would feel me more a monster if I had killed him. Or perhaps you would have preferred that I let him go into the city streets and slaughter people.”

“Damian would never do that.”

“He went mad, ma petite. He became an alien. Do you remember the couple that was slaughtered about six months ago?”

“I saw several slaughtered couples over the last year. You’ll need to be more specific.”

He was angry now, too. Great, we could be angry together. “They were in a car, at a stoplight. The front of the car was dented as if they had hit a body, but no body was found.”

“Yeah, I remember that one. They had their throats torn out. The woman had tried to defend herself. She had wounds on her arms where something had clawed at her.”

“Asher found Damian wandering a few blocks from the car. He was covered in blood. He fought Asher, and it took over half a dozen of us to bind him and bring him home. Was I supposed to let him wander the streets after that?”

“You should have called me,” I said.

“And what? You would have executed him? If insanity is a viable plea in your court system, then he cannot be held accountable. But your court system does not give us the same privileges it gives humans. We cannot plead insanity and live.”

“I saw that crime scene. It didn’t look like a vampire did it. It looked more like a shapeshifter, but . . . but the marks were wrong.” I shook my head. “It was vicious, a vicious animal.”

“Oui, and so I locked him away and hoped that you would come home to us, or sense his plight. At first I did nothing to block him from reaching you, but you did not come.”

“I didn’t know.”

“You knew that Damian was yours, and yet you did not ask about him. You cast him away.”

“I didn’t know,” I said, again, each word tight with anger.

“And I had no choice, Anita. I had to put him away.”

“Do you think the insanity is permanent?”

He shrugged, arms still hugging his body. “If you were a vampire and he your vampire child, I would say no. But you are not vampire, you are necromancer, and I simply do not know.”

“If he stays that crazy . . .”

“He will have to be destroyed,” Jean-Claude said, voice soft.

“I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

“Nor did I.”

We stood there for a few moments while I thought about everything and Jean-Claude either thought about it, too, or just stood there. “If all you’re saying is true, then you had no choice,” I said.

“But you are still angry with me. You will still punish me for it.”

I glared up at him. “What do you want me to say? That knowing you’ve shoved him in a box for six months takes the sparkle out of our relationship? Yeah, it bothers me.”

“Under normal circumstances you would rescue Damian and avoid me for a time until your anger cooled.”

I nodded. “Yeah, that’s about right.”

“But you will need me, ma petite, in these first few nights. You will need another vampire with the same hungers to teach you control.”

“Can’t live with you, can’t live without you, is that it?”

“I hope your anger cools before you need my help again, but I fear it