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I've never before encountered someone who is prepared to offer the entirety of the joint possessions right away, as an opening position. Excluding the Peugeot and the bungalow in Eilat, of course. But all the rest is yours, despite all that he's had to put up with from you. If he went to court, he could claim mental cruelty and get the lot. I hardly heard what he was saying; I begged that ape just to tell me where my husband was, just to let me sec him, at least to let me have his phone number. But he started explaining to me why at the present juncture it would be preferable not to, for the benefit of all the parties concerned, and that in any case my husband and his friend were leaving for Italy the same evening and they'd be away for two months. Just one more vodka, Efraim. I won't drink any more. Promise. I'm even out of cigarettes. I'm crying about you now, not him, because I'm remembering how wonderful you were to me at the clinic yesterday. Now just tell me to calm down, please, explain to me that things like this must happen in Israel at the rate of one every nine minutes or something like that. Don't take any notice of my crying. I actually feel better. Ever since I got home from the clinic yesterday, I haven't stopped asking myself the same question: Will he phone or won't he? I had a feeling you would, but I was afraid to hope. Aren't you divorced too? Didn't you tell me you'd been married twice? Why did you give them the push? D'you want to tell me?"

Fima said:

"I didn't give them the push. It was the other way around."

Annette said:

"Tell me anyway. Some other time. Not today. Today I can't take it in. I just need you to tell me the whole truth. Am I boring? Selfish? Self-centered? Repulsive? Do you find my body repulsive?"

Fima said:

"On the contrary. I don't think I'm good enough for you. And yet I can't help feeling we're in the same boat. But look, Annette, the weather's cleared. These beautiful winter days in Jerusalem, the sunshine between the showers, as though the sky is singing. Shall we go for a walk? Nowhere in particular, just a stroll? It's half past four now: it'll be dark soon. If I were bold enough, I'd tell you that you're a beautiful, attractive woman. Don't get me wrong. Shall we go? Just for a stroll, to look at the evening light? Will you be cold?"

"No, thanks. I've already taken hours of your time. Actually, yes. Let's have a stroll. If you're not too busy. That's beautiful, what you said, that the sky is singing. Everything you say comes out so beautiful. Just promise me you're not expecting anything from me, so you won't be disappointed. You see, I just can't. Never mind. I shouldn't have said that. Sorry. Let's go on talking while we walk."

Later that evening, full of shame and regret that he had not changed his sweaty sheets, embarrassed that apart from an omelette and a single soft tomato and the liqueur his father had brought him he had nothing to offer her, Fima carefully, deferentially removed her outer garments, like a father getting his daughter ready for bed. He handed her a pair of worn flannel pajamas: he sniffed them as he took them out of the wardrobe, and hesitated, but he had no others. He draped his blanket over her and went down on his knees next to her on the cold floor, apologizing on behalf of the radiator, which did not give out enough heat, and the mattress, with its hills and valleys. She drew his palm toward her face and for an instant her lips touched the back of his hand. He rewarded her generously, kissing her on the forehead, the eyebrows, the chin, not daring to approach her lips, while he kneaded and stroked her long hair. As he stroked her, he whispered, Cry. Never mind, it's all right. When she sobbed so much that the crying made her face ugly and puffy like a beetroot, Fima turned out the light. Very carefully he touched her shoulders, her neck, lingering for a quarter of an hour before he proceeded down the slope of her breasts, restraining himself from touching the peaks. All the while he continued his fatherly kisses, which he hoped would distract