I Love a Broad Margin to My Life - Maxine Hong Kingston [12]
Commies allow unions? Commies have servants?”
A sassy girl waved a handful of papers.
“We want long long stay bisas
for Pilipina maids.” I get it: visas.
“To stay, to work. For Hong Kong to be
safe harbor. We want health
insurance.” “We too. We want
health insurance too. Universal
human derecho.” Simpático. The women told
the man their grievances: “The bishop’s Pilipina
maid cooked and cleaned house for eighteen
years. She grew old, and is sick in hospital.
The Chinese will deport her.”
Yes, Hispanics like you get deported
in my country too. Operation Return
to Sender. “The bishop went to the bisa office,
petition for her, his housekeeper. Chinese
ask, ‘She fit or not fit for work?’
Can’t work, must deport.
That’s all Hong Kongers care.”
“The other day, a maid fell four
stories. From up there—that high
up. Madam made her wash the windows.
She’s alive. She’s in hospital, but who
will pay? Who will send money
to her husband and babies?” Wittman could pay.
Pay for the hospital, pay for the babies, pay
for the whole village. Rich American karma:
Pay. Pay. Pay. (Karma is Sanskrit
for work. Karma does not mean doomed.
All it means: work.) From a pocket of his Levi’s,
he pulled out the U.S.D.s and the R.M.B.s.
“Here. Yes, yes. Take it. Please.
For you. All yours.” He’s got more;
he’s got enough. “Give it to the bishop’s housekeeper.
Give it to the window-washer maid.”
Giving away money, don’t make
the donee feel poor, and don’t you
be her fish. Our donator finessed
the bills under a brick that held flyers
down. “Use it to lobby for health and visas.
Thank you for taking care of citizen business
though not citizens. No, no problem.
Thank you. Goodbye.
Behind the great
windows of the Bank of China (Hong Kong)—
open but not for business—a priest
in white and gold regalia was lifting a chalice—
not toward any altar, his back to the congregants
(as in Earll’s day), but toward Pilipina maids.
Pilipina maids knelt and sat on
the marble floor, scarved heads bowed
and palms together, attitudes so humble,
you could cry. They give in, they thank.
Old Monkey would’ve jumped into the crowd,
snatched wine and mitre, slurped up the wine,
donned the hat, pissed in the cup. Today
Monkey went quiet. Quiet prevailed.
He backed out of the bank that’s church this Sunday,
and continued his walkabout basking in the alma
and the mana of Yin. In a bright alley, jam-
packed with boxes, mothers and godmothers
filled cartons with toys and dried milk
and canned milk, and children’s clothes and shoes,
and men’s clothes and shoes. Las madres y
las comadres shared tape, string, scissors,
and wrote out postal and customs forms.
They are saviors of families, villages, populations.
Woman’s adventure, woman’s mission.
The lone male looking at them was no bother.
But they hated me, a woman, seeing them.
They looked back at me, shot me with hate.
Turned to follow me with their eyes, hate
firing from their eyes. They hated me.
Hate-stares followed me though I walked
with the attitude that I was at home among my own
Asian sisters. In words, they’d be calling me
names. “You fucking bitch empress. You
make me clean your toilet. You make me sleep
in the toilet.” Though catching stinkeye,
a curling lip, a dissing shrug of shoulders,
I willed a kind and pleasant mien.
May you be happy, you be safe.
May you make much, much money.
May your children and family be happy and safe,
and you return home to them soon.
I must remind them of Madam, their Chinese employer.
But I don’t look like a Chinese matron.
I don’t dye my hair black. I’m not
wearing my gold and jade. They don’t know
I bought these clothes at the Goodwill.
I’m wearing shoes donated after the Big Fire.
They don’t know, most of my nieces and nephews
are Filipino, and 9 great-nieces
and great-nephews, Filipino Chinese
Americans. They don’t know me, I am like them,
my marriage like theirs. Wife works for money;
husband, employed or unemployed, has fun.
Son, too, has fun. Men know how
to play. Music. Sports.