State of Siege - Tom Clancy [16]
All of it, the food and the attention, made Sharon uneasy. Or at least it brought out whatever discomfort she had been feeling since they set out. Hood decided to try to talk to her about it when the kids went to bed.
There was one thing Sharon had been right about, though. Paul had been away from home too much. As he watched Harleigh interact with the other teenagers and their parents, he realized he was observing a young woman and not a girl. He didn't know when the change had happened, but it had. And he was proud of Harleigh in a different way than he was of Alexander. She had her mother's charm along with the acquired poise of a musician.
Alexander was focused on his plate of well-done potato pancakes. He would press the back of his fork on them, wait for the grease to rise from the top, and then watch to see how long it took for the grease to soak back. His mother told him to stop playing with his food. Hood had reserved a suite on an upper floor. After Alexander had a look around the city with his binoculars-marveling at what he could see on the street and in other windows-the kids went to sleep on cots in the living room, giving him and Sharon some privacy, Privacy and a hotel room. There was a time when that would automatically have meant lovemaking, not talk or uncomfortable silence. Hood found it disturbing how much time and passion over the last few years went to other things, like guilt or holding their individual ground instead of holding each other. How had things gotten to that point? And how did a couple get them back to where they should be? Hood had an idea, though it would be tough convincing his wife.
Sharon slid into bed. She curled on her side, facing him. "I'm a mess," she said.
"I know." He touched her cheek and smiled lightly. "But we'll get through this."
"Not when everything is pissing me off," she said. "Apart from the food, what else bothered you?" Hood asked. "I was angry at the parents we were with, at the table manners of their kids, at the way the cars raced through red lights or stopped in the crosswalks. Everything got to me. Everything."
"We've all had days like that," he said.
"Paul, I can't remember when I wasn't like that," Sharon said. "It's just been building and building, and I don't want to spoil things for Harleigh or Alexander this week."