The Lost - J. D. Robb [140]
“I need to hear the words, Aidan. Say you love me.”
She looked down at her hands and prayed her voice wouldn’t tremble. “Maybe I do. But . . .”
“You do love me.” He was finally able to smile. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?”
She still refused to look at him. “But I have to go.”
“You have to stay.”
“Why?”
“Because I love you, too, little fool.”
Love. The mere word had all the air leaving her lungs. She could hardly breathe. “But Cullen’s estate . . .”
“Is in Cullen’s hands. Tell me, does it matter whether or not one of us inherits? Would you be willing to marry me even if I’m penniless?”
“Marry? I thought . . .” She swallowed and tried again. “I was told that Ross Delaney isn’t the marrying kind.”
“I wasn’t. Until now.”
“And now? What happened to change your mind?”
“You. And that damnably noble heart of yours. I haven’t any defense against it.”
Oh, the way her poor heart leapt in her chest. “But what about Cullen?”
“He has to find his own woman.”
That had them both chuckling, breaking the terrible tension building between them.
Finally, with the warmth of laughter, he could take her in his arms. Touch her. Hold her.
He pressed his mouth to her temple and growled. “Aidan, I want it all with you. Love. Marriage. Forever-after. I won’t settle for less. Starting right now. Today. This minute.”
As his words washed over her, and the reality of what he’d said began to sink in, tears filled her eyes and she was mortified to feel them running down her cheeks. “Oh, Ross. You love me. Truly love me.”
“I do. Yes.”
“And I love you. Truly love you.”
He gathered her closer, needing to feel her heartbeat inside his own chest, keeping time to his. “Thank heaven. At last we can speak the truth. Now, here’s my truth, Aidan. The first time I saw you, I felt something so strong, so powerful, I didn’t know how to handle it. I knew only that I had to be near you. To see you, to touch you. To have you. I don’t even know when lust turned into love. I love you so much I can’t sleep or eat or string together a coherent sentence. Now, finally, I understand what Cullen went through. If you left me, I’d have to spend the rest of my life searching for you. Don’t you see? We have to be together. I couldn’t bear to lose you.”
Aidan wondered that her poor heart didn’t simply burst with happiness. She took in a long, shaky breath. “I’m not sorry I tore up the DNA results. But what does that do to Cullen’s search for family?”
“I’m not sure. That will be entirely between you and Cullen.”
“And his estate?”
“It’s his to keep or give away. It’s not my concern, or yours.”
“But do you think . . . ?
“Shh. Don’t think.” He brushed his mouth over hers to still any further questions. Against her mouth he muttered, “For now, just let me hold you, my love.”
Love. Oh, she’d never heard a sweeter, more beautiful word. It filled her up until she was exploding with joy as she gave herself up to his kiss.
Cullen and Bridget stood in the parlor, peering around the open door, listening to every word. When the young couple embraced, they turned to each other with matching smiles of delight.
Bridget shook her head and whispered, “I wouldn’t have believed it if I hadn’t seen and heard it myself. I was truly afraid she wouldn’t be talked out of leaving. But you were right again.”
“Nothing like being young and wildly in love.” Cullen patted a hand to his heart. “I’ve never forgotten the feeling.”
He crept silently from the parlor, trailed by the housekeeper, and together they descended the stairs to his library.
Meath and Mayo looked up from the rug in front of the fireplace.
Cullen walked to his desk and stared long and hard at the envelope delivered by the courier. It was identical to the one given to Aidan.
Bridget clasped her hands together. “Finally, you have scientific proof of whether or not the lass is your kin.”
He nodded, but still he didn’t make a move to open the envelope.
Bridget twisted her hands together, her brow knitted in confusion.
After another long pause, Cullen snatched up the envelope and crossed to the fireplace,