The World According to Bertie - Alexander Hanchett Smith [11]
‘I’m surprised that Miss Harmony lets him behave like that,’ said Irene. ‘It’s a very well-run school, and I know they don’t tolerate that sort of behaviour.’
‘I don’t think that Miss Harmony knows,’ said Bertie. ‘You see, Mummy, there are two different worlds. There’s the grown-up world, and then there’s the world down below, where boys and girls live. I don’t think grown-ups really know what’s happening down in our world.’
‘Nonsense, Bertie,’ said Irene. ‘We know perfectly well what’s going on. And I’m sure that Miss Harmony knows exactly what Larch gets up to.’
Bertie said nothing, but he was sure that Irene had no idea of anything that happened at school. And he was equally sure that Miss Harmony knew nothing of Larch’s violent tendencies, and all his lies too. That was the trouble with Miss Harmony, and with most grown-ups, Bertie thought. Grown-ups simply did not understand how children lied. Bertie did not lie – he told the truth – but all the others lied. Tofu lied all the time, about just about everything. Merlin made up stories about some of the things he had at home – a crystal that was capable of killing cats if you pointed it at their eyes; that was one of the lies he had told Bertie. Then, when it came to Hiawatha, he was probably lying too, if only they could make out what he was saying. There were just so many lies.
‘I think you should spend more time with Olive,’ said Irene. ‘She’s a very nice girl, and I know that you like her.’
Bertie shook his head. ‘I don’t like Olive, Mummy. I hate her.’
‘Now, Bertie!’ scolded Irene. ‘That’s simply not true.’
Bertie sighed. When he told the truth, as he had just done, he was accused of lying. But if he lied, and said that he liked Olive, his mother would nod her approval. The world, he thought, was a very confusing place.
8. Mutuality Bonding
Bertie mused on this as he looked out over Scotland Street. Life was very dull, he thought, but would undoubtedly improve when he turned eighteen and could leave home to go and live somewhere far away and exotic – Glasgow, perhaps; his friend Lard O’Connor had more or less promised him a job over there, and it would be fun to live in Glasgow and go with Lard to the Burrell Collection and places like that. But that was day-dreaming, and Bertie knew that he had another twelve years of his mother before he could get away. Twelve years! Twelve achingly slow years – a whole lifetime, it seemed to Bertie.
Yes, life was difficult, and it was becoming all the more difficult now that Irene had had her new baby. Bertie had suggested that they could perhaps have it adopted, but this suggestion had not been taken seriously.
‘But, Bertie, what a funny thing to say!’ Irene had said, looking anxiously about the maternity ward in which Bertie, visiting his mother, had made the suggestion.
‘But they need babies for adoption, Mummy,’ Bertie had said. ‘I was reading about it in the newspaper. They said that there weren’t enough babies to go round. I thought that maybe we could share our baby with somebody else. You always said it was good to share.’
Irene smiled weakly. ‘And of course it is. But there are some things you don’t share, Bertie, and a baby is one of them.’
It was not that Bertie disliked Ulysses, as his mother had insisted on naming his new baby brother. When Irene had first announced her pregnancy to Bertie, he had been pleased at the thought of having a brother or sister. This was not because he wanted the company, but mainly because he thought that the presence of a baby would distract his mother’s attention. Bertie did not dislike his mother; he merely wished that she would leave him alone and not make him do all the things that he was forced to do. If she was busy looking after a baby, then perhaps she would not have the time to take him to psychotherapy, or to yoga. Perhaps the baby would need psychotherapy and could go to Dr Fairbairn instead of Bertie. It was an entertaining thought; Bertie imagined