White Nights - Ann Cleeves [103]
Chapter Thirty-five
On Monday afternoon Fran went to visit Bella. She’d been thinking all weekend that she should go. She wasn’t sure what she could do to help, but the death of someone so young and beautiful needed marking. It demanded a certain ritual. She knew Bella would see things that way too. Fran thought she would be waiting in the Manse, queenly, expecting visits. That didn’t mean Bella would be feeling the loss any less – Roddy was as much a child to her as Cassie was to Fran – but she would want his going dramatized, turned into art, made splendid.
There was a small group of reporters at the entrance to the Manse. None of them looked local. They seemed content to sit in the sun and take photos of the Manse with their long lenses. A uniformed policeman stood there too, and he seemed to be enjoying the banter with the journalists. He let Fran through with a wave when she said she was there to see Bella. She thought she’d seen him before at one of Duncan’s parties. Those days seemed a long time ago.
Bella opened the door to her and as Fran had expected she was dressed to meet guests. Her clothes always tended towards the theatrical. Today she was wearing a long skirt, gathered and full, in a plum-coloured muslin, and a white embroidered cotton top. The effect was exotic – flamenco or gypsy. Fran despised herself for considering such trivial matters as dress, but Bella would want it to be noticed. Fran wondered if it would be tasteless to say how nice the artist looked and decided that it would be. Besides, she would know she looked good.
‘I wanted to come,’ she said. ‘I probably can’t do anything, and if you’d rather be alone, do say.’
‘No.’ Bella stood back, so she was framed by the light through the old kirk-style window. ‘Company helps. It stops me brooding quite so much. Have you had lunch? Aggie Williamson keeps bringing me food. Either things she made or wonderful little goodies Martin’s cooked, but I can’t face eating.’
And Fran saw that she did seem to have lost weight. Her eyes were hollow and her cheekbones angular beneath the fine skin. She had put on make-up though, a very subtle foundation, a smudge of shadow on her eyes. I would do the same, Fran thought. It would keep me from falling apart altogether.
Bella was continuing. ‘Shall we have tea then? And perhaps a slice of cake. Do you mind sitting in the kitchen?’
Fran was reminded of the last time they’d sat here, discussing the fake notices which had been circulated to cancel the exhibition. How fierce and angry Bella had been then. How important the launch had seemed.
‘Do the police know yet why Jeremy Booth put out all those flyers?’ she asked.
‘Surely you’d know that better than me.’ For a moment it was the old Bella, amused, sharp. ‘Haven’t you taken up with Jimmy Perez?’
‘He doesn’t discuss the case with me.’
‘I’ve been trying to think where I might have met Booth,’ Bella said. ‘I’ve been thinking a lot about the past in the last few days. It’s suddenly become sharper, somehow more vivid. It’s more pleasant than the present, and with Roddy gone there’s really not much future left. Nothing worth caring about, at least. It is possible that I knew him.’
‘There’s your work.’ That would hold me together, Fran thought. That and the pride of keeping up appearances.
‘Oh yes, there’s always that.’
‘Any idea where you might have met Booth?’
‘There were occasional visitors,’ Bella said vaguely. ‘People who drifted into my life for a few weeks and then disappeared. Students and other artists. I liked the energy of the people who came and sometimes I asked them to stay. I’d bought this big house. And I loved parties. Just like your ex-husband, my dear. So why not?’